/. all or none --- ,

[dakota de vega]

_{fuck you.}

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[teddy schuler]

^{well atleast i'm fucking honest about it. would you rather me lie and say oh i'd be there for everything yadah yadah?}

[dakota de vega]

_{i'd rather you say it and mean it.}

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[teddy schuler]

^{well i meant what i said. i wouldn't have.}

[dakota de vega]

_{do you even care at all?}

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[teddy schuler]

^{slightly. but not much.}

[dakota de vega]

_{i don't know how i ever considered us friends.}

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[teddy schuler]

^{oh come on, i'm predictable you should have known this was coming.}

[dakota de vega]

_{i didn't know anything was coming. i didn't know i would
get pregnant. i didn't know you'd say you were leaving
for a week and never come back. you're hurting me,
teddy. and you don't even give a shit.}

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[teddy schuler]

^{i was only going for a week, but something came up. i wasn't expecting another 51 weeks to go by. i'd say i'm sorry but in all honesty i don't see what the problem is.}

[dakota de vega]

_{something didn't come up. you got spooked and hid out for a while.
and the problem is that i told you i was pregnant, and you
abandoned me. so i got scared and ended up killing my baby. our baby.
the problem is that i feel like a fucking murderer every day and
you get to just have a free conscious.
it's not fair.}

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[teddy schuler]

^{how do you know something didn't come up? i could have almost died or something. i was only planning on hiding for a few weeks. i never understand why people think like that. you didn't know it and honestly isn't it better than having a baby screaming in your ear? or having to fork out to buy stuff for it?}

[dakota de vega]

<sub>fine. then what came up?

and no, it's not better. this sucks.</sub>

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[teddy schuler]

<sup>my sister.

i really don't understand how living semi-normal to what you used to isn't better than having a kid on your hip 24/7.</sup>

[dakota de vega]

<sub>what about your sister?

because... i feel like.. i was supposed to have that baby. but i ruined it, and now that's all i can think about. so the guilt is making my life a lot harder than it would've been to just have a child and love it. why do you think loving something is such a horrible thing to do, teddy?</sub>

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