--- too late to stop.

[tristan valmont ,]

<sup>ffs.

i know that. i know it was stupid.</sup>

[monday sinclair]

_{--- mhm. but honestly - its your business. it hurt me but whatevs.}

[tristan valmont ,]

^{thats not what i was trying to do.}

[monday sinclair]

_{--- than what were you trying to do ? you could have been , hey monday. lets go have sex. i would have said yes !}

[tristan valmont ,]

^{ok so maybe, i still had feelings for her. and we were together and it just happened. it didn't mean that i didn't like you or that i was trying to hurt you - i wasn't.}

[monday sinclair]

_{--- than you don't go out with me , tristan. easy as that. instead of cheating , you could have been hey , this isn't working out. than i wouldn't feel this way about you & everything would be peachy keen. that's it.}

[tristan valmont ,]

^{why wouldn't you still feel the same way? if you still have feelings for me or whatever knowing that i cheated on you, then how the fuck would feel if i didn't and just broke it off? anyway - thats not what i was trying do, and it was only once, i can promise you that.}

[monday sinclair]

_{--- because it would be totally different ! i don't even know , tristan. yeah - only once. mmkay. & what does it matter to me anymore ? we're not together.}

[tristan valmont ,]

^{ffs. it did only happen once, i'm not like that monday! i dont know, you tell me why it still matters.}

[monday sinclair]

_{--- well you sure like hopping into bed with her , tristan. & because ugh. i'm going to regret this for the rest of my life. but i love you.}

[tristan valmont ,]

^oh.

[monday sinclair]

_{--- uhm. yeah.}

[tristan valmont ,]

^{why'd you tell me that?}

[monday sinclair]

_{--- you asked why it matters.}

[tristan valmont ,]

^{yeah, but i didn't expect that.}